該決定的,也已經決定了.
該做的,也已經做了.
能做的,有些還沒做.
剩下的,可能就不是我了.
看到你能..嘗試展翅,我很開心.
我知道,你帶著面具.
不想我傷心,對嗎?
不想我自責,對嗎?
真的..謝謝你.
你很懂事,你長大了.
傷害了你,是我的錯.
不過啊~不一定是壞事哦~!
你現在就走桃花吧~?(雖然..暫時沒有什麽好男人...汗)
學會飛翔~
記得哦~
終點那裡,有誰呢~?
愛情的分岔路口,我們,向哪走?o(╯□╰)o
I want to Cry
I woke up in a strange room, its 4 in the afternoon.
How it got so bad, why am I still sad? I don't know!
Yes its been two years, but I feel like its yesterday.
We still have...so much to say!
Leaving you is hard, but its the only way.
I wish you good luck, have a nice day! Take it as my mistake!
HA! I laughed at myself, for being so stupid, for being so crazed, oh dear..
If I may, I would like to turn back time...
But that's the only thing, I can't do in my life!
Why? Do I want to Cry?
As though, I've lost my Sky.
Why? Do I want to Cry?
Eventhough, I want to see you fly.
Day after Day, I put it on myself,
and its taken its toll, on my world.
Maybe you don't know, how the hurt rushes like a flow.
and I've lost myself, with only blames to throw..
I don't want to sing no more, I've lost all my words,
nothing ever..can express how I feel.
Yet you are still here, standing where you are.
Do you know how much it hurts, to see you....Being alone!
Why? Do I want to Cry?
But tears, just won't drop from my eyes.
Why? Do I want to Cry?
I thought that's all about life..
Someone...Anyone...
Take My Tears Away!!
Someone...Anyone...
Please make me feel OKAY!
Why? Do I want to Cry?
As though, I've forgotten how to fly.
Why? Do I want to Cry?
Whenever you say Goodbye...
Goodbye...To My Lie.
How it got so bad, why am I still sad? I don't know!
Yes its been two years, but I feel like its yesterday.
We still have...so much to say!
Leaving you is hard, but its the only way.
I wish you good luck, have a nice day! Take it as my mistake!
HA! I laughed at myself, for being so stupid, for being so crazed, oh dear..
If I may, I would like to turn back time...
But that's the only thing, I can't do in my life!
Why? Do I want to Cry?
As though, I've lost my Sky.
Why? Do I want to Cry?
Eventhough, I want to see you fly.
Day after Day, I put it on myself,
and its taken its toll, on my world.
Maybe you don't know, how the hurt rushes like a flow.
and I've lost myself, with only blames to throw..
I don't want to sing no more, I've lost all my words,
nothing ever..can express how I feel.
Yet you are still here, standing where you are.
Do you know how much it hurts, to see you....Being alone!
Why? Do I want to Cry?
But tears, just won't drop from my eyes.
Why? Do I want to Cry?
I thought that's all about life..
Someone...Anyone...
Take My Tears Away!!
Someone...Anyone...
Please make me feel OKAY!
Why? Do I want to Cry?
As though, I've forgotten how to fly.
Why? Do I want to Cry?
Whenever you say Goodbye...
Goodbye...To My Lie.
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我的每一天
I...woke up...at 4.20pm today...
How did that happen?
Man..I've just wasted such a "nice" weekend..
Maybe..just maybe..I have lost myself..In some sense that is..HA!
You see me smiling eh?
You see me being who I was eh?
You see me alright and fine eh?
Oh hell yea thats what you see..
Hell ya!
Ever thought how it hurts?
Ever thought what happened back there in my mind?
I don't know man...
Seriously..even I don't know what went wrong back there..
Ya'know I guess thats life! Shit happens all the time! All the bloody time!
Oh well..so now it got me thinking, what happened? How did it end up like this?
Am i being..just great..or just too selfish?
If im being selfish..how come I'm not happy?
Darn it..what's done is done..I ain't turning back..Atleast for now.
Sometimes..I think i can win an Oscar award..HA!
Just too good in acting eh?
How did that happen?
Man..I've just wasted such a "nice" weekend..
Maybe..just maybe..I have lost myself..In some sense that is..HA!
You see me smiling eh?
You see me being who I was eh?
You see me alright and fine eh?
Oh hell yea thats what you see..
Hell ya!
Ever thought how it hurts?
Ever thought what happened back there in my mind?
I don't know man...
Seriously..even I don't know what went wrong back there..
Ya'know I guess thats life! Shit happens all the time! All the bloody time!
Oh well..so now it got me thinking, what happened? How did it end up like this?
Am i being..just great..or just too selfish?
If im being selfish..how come I'm not happy?
Darn it..what's done is done..I ain't turning back..Atleast for now.
Sometimes..I think i can win an Oscar award..HA!
Just too good in acting eh?
眼淚, 自由, 與飛翔的進行曲
人爲什麽哭啊?
眼淚有什麽用呢?
答案是很多.
眼淚可以表達悲傷,歡樂,感動,憤怒,無奈,欣慰,後悔,...太多太多了
如果眼淚可以表達如此多的感情,那麼,我們怎麼能確定某個人的眼淚是為了什麼呢?
可是啊..
眼淚此時..又多了一個新的定義;"自由"
你自由了,可是爲什麽哭?
原來..也有讓人心碎的自由啊..
不過..知道嗎,你一直都在我的屋簷下,被保護著.
是時候了,你的翅膀,在我的照料下,成長了,成熟了.
你飛吧!
你的天空,遠比我的大!
眼淚有什麽用呢?
答案是很多.
眼淚可以表達悲傷,歡樂,感動,憤怒,無奈,欣慰,後悔,...太多太多了
如果眼淚可以表達如此多的感情,那麼,我們怎麼能確定某個人的眼淚是為了什麼呢?
可是啊..
眼淚此時..又多了一個新的定義;"自由"
你自由了,可是爲什麽哭?
原來..也有讓人心碎的自由啊..
不過..知道嗎,你一直都在我的屋簷下,被保護著.
是時候了,你的翅膀,在我的照料下,成長了,成熟了.
你飛吧!
你的天空,遠比我的大!
Choice of My Life
Choice, a powerful thing that is more vital than chance. There is a saying "Choice, not chance, determines your life." For me, this statement is so true. By the time we are born, we are making choices. Nearly everything, from the smallest things like what clothes to wear, to the major decisions in life, like our career.
Choice does not always come in form of "left or right". Many a time, we find ourselves indulged in a cross junction with countless spilts. If there is no turning back, then we have to move on.
Why are we given such a diffcult task?
Countless people regret their choices in the past, but what's done is done.
Where are you standing now? Are you at a junction of life? Are you faced with a decision which could mean life or death? What will your choice be? To move on, or to stay?
Right now, I face a choice, I do not know if it is fortunate that my choice involves only two options; to follow the path I have been following, or to change direction.
This is indeed extremely diffcult. No one can possibly imagine what consequence my choice is capable of bringing in the near future.
With all that said, I will still have to make a choice sooner or later. The longer I drag my decision, the more misty my future will be.
Someone out there, anyone, help me.
Choice does not always come in form of "left or right". Many a time, we find ourselves indulged in a cross junction with countless spilts. If there is no turning back, then we have to move on.
Why are we given such a diffcult task?
Countless people regret their choices in the past, but what's done is done.
Where are you standing now? Are you at a junction of life? Are you faced with a decision which could mean life or death? What will your choice be? To move on, or to stay?
Right now, I face a choice, I do not know if it is fortunate that my choice involves only two options; to follow the path I have been following, or to change direction.
This is indeed extremely diffcult. No one can possibly imagine what consequence my choice is capable of bringing in the near future.
With all that said, I will still have to make a choice sooner or later. The longer I drag my decision, the more misty my future will be.
Someone out there, anyone, help me.
Life is a Stage
Just when I thought my troubles were over, another strom blew me into yet another pit of darkness. It started out fine, it ended in peace, but what happened after that? Isit just my mind playing game on me, or isit the reality?
As a young man, I hide my tears. Crying only in the deepest part of my heart. Thinking that this will make me much of a strong man. Yes, I was wrong, and I am still wrong. It does not matter how hard your life becomes. It does not matter how hard you try to make up for it. Sometimes, things will just come crushing down on you. That is when, that is when you need to look into the strongest part of what makes you a man, and tell yourself, "Yes, I can".
I have been in existence for nearly twenty years, and till today, I still believe in one thing; to trust in what I believe is right. That principle, has been challenged countless times throughout my two decades on earth. Till today, till this very moment, my foundation has never shaked a single bit, and will never be shaked.
I have been lost, many many many times in my life. Then I find myself, right from the spot where i lost myself. I had doubts, then I clear them right from where they came from. Maybe its age, maybe its environment, whatever it is, once again, I found myself.
I have been slacking, not doing what I should, not doing what I could. It is about time, to turn things around. To find that trust in myself again. To clear that rust and reveal my treasure.
I, want to shine, on the stage of Life.
As a young man, I hide my tears. Crying only in the deepest part of my heart. Thinking that this will make me much of a strong man. Yes, I was wrong, and I am still wrong. It does not matter how hard your life becomes. It does not matter how hard you try to make up for it. Sometimes, things will just come crushing down on you. That is when, that is when you need to look into the strongest part of what makes you a man, and tell yourself, "Yes, I can".
I have been in existence for nearly twenty years, and till today, I still believe in one thing; to trust in what I believe is right. That principle, has been challenged countless times throughout my two decades on earth. Till today, till this very moment, my foundation has never shaked a single bit, and will never be shaked.
I have been lost, many many many times in my life. Then I find myself, right from the spot where i lost myself. I had doubts, then I clear them right from where they came from. Maybe its age, maybe its environment, whatever it is, once again, I found myself.
I have been slacking, not doing what I should, not doing what I could. It is about time, to turn things around. To find that trust in myself again. To clear that rust and reveal my treasure.
I, want to shine, on the stage of Life.
2012!?
是說啊~
很久以前(也沒很久啦)出了個電影叫2012~
還蠻恐怖的唉~(茶)
我某天在回家的路上~
車中~
看著窗外~
突然!!
發現了這個!
怎麼樣?很有世界末日的感覺吼?(實際上是要下雨了XD)
可是天色最近都怪怪的...
紅不紅,藍不藍的...XD
世界...2012....完結....啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊
追加一張!XD
很久以前(也沒很久啦)出了個電影叫2012~
還蠻恐怖的唉~(茶)
我某天在回家的路上~
車中~
看著窗外~
突然!!
發現了這個!
怎麼樣?很有世界末日的感覺吼?(實際上是要下雨了XD)
可是天色最近都怪怪的...
紅不紅,藍不藍的...XD
世界...2012....完結....啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊
追加一張!XD
今天~來約會!
今天突然心血來潮去約會!XDD
也不是很久沒一起出去嘛~~Q口Q~~
上完課跑去KLCC看Alice in Wonderland~
好看!!!^口^b
不過總覺得情節少了點什麽~~~
嗯..說真的..買了相機..還是很少照相..= =
不過既然拿了還是找了幾張AwA
我在開車XD
小貓車裡自拍~XD
我的小貓咪XD
嗯...傻傻的我~(好啦我知道我不帥= =)
Chilis的前菜~好吃哦!!
我的主菜~羊肩排(?)
貓咪的主菜~羊不知道什麽排XDD(謎:貓不是吃魚的嘛???)
吃的好飽!!好好吃!!
幸福的感覺啊~!XD哈哈
就這樣~帶著滿滿的肚子回家了~(?)嘿嘿
也不是很久沒一起出去嘛~~Q口Q~~
上完課跑去KLCC看Alice in Wonderland~
好看!!!^口^b
不過總覺得情節少了點什麽~~~
嗯..說真的..買了相機..還是很少照相..= =
不過既然拿了還是找了幾張AwA
我在開車XD
小貓車裡自拍~XD
我的小貓咪XD
嗯...傻傻的我~(好啦我知道我不帥= =)
Chilis的前菜~好吃哦!!
我的主菜~羊肩排(?)
貓咪的主菜~羊不知道什麽排XDD(謎:貓不是吃魚的嘛???)
吃的好飽!!好好吃!!
幸福的感覺啊~!XD哈哈
就這樣~帶著滿滿的肚子回家了~(?)嘿嘿
男人,社會逼出來的強者?
大家都聽過一句話吧~
"男兒有淚不輕彈"或者"男兒有累不輕談"哈哈~
爲什麽會有這句話呢?
當然,是我們社會的發展導致了男人在社會上的"地位".
這個地位不是說男人有多強,多能幹.
而是社會對男人的"期待"或者說..."要求".
我一下要說的,對於女權主義者來說就是大便~不過,請看下去.
大家現在都說男女平等吧?
有沒有覺得這個觀點本身就是錯的?
男女怎麼可能平等?
追求部份的平等又能得到什麽?
啊~離題了~(笑)
來看看男人在社會都擔任什麽吧~
當然,正常來說,有了家庭的男人就要成為"一家之主".
也就是賺錢的人~
在現在這種社會競爭如此激烈的環境下..這可是非常大的壓力哦!
可是男人能不去競爭嗎?
可以,找個有錢女人嫁了唄~(啊錯~是娶)
只要你不怕別人說你吃軟飯~
看吧~男人的自尊!男人的膝下有黃金!所以..大部份男人不管多難,還是選擇自己奮鬥.
就算你不是社會中的強者,你也是自己的強者.
男人啊...加油吧!
讓女人幸福!(感慨)
唉..
"男兒有淚不輕彈"或者"男兒有累不輕談"哈哈~
爲什麽會有這句話呢?
當然,是我們社會的發展導致了男人在社會上的"地位".
這個地位不是說男人有多強,多能幹.
而是社會對男人的"期待"或者說..."要求".
我一下要說的,對於女權主義者來說就是大便~不過,請看下去.
大家現在都說男女平等吧?
有沒有覺得這個觀點本身就是錯的?
男女怎麼可能平等?
追求部份的平等又能得到什麽?
啊~離題了~(笑)
來看看男人在社會都擔任什麽吧~
當然,正常來說,有了家庭的男人就要成為"一家之主".
也就是賺錢的人~
在現在這種社會競爭如此激烈的環境下..這可是非常大的壓力哦!
可是男人能不去競爭嗎?
可以,找個有錢女人嫁了唄~(啊錯~是娶)
只要你不怕別人說你吃軟飯~
看吧~男人的自尊!男人的膝下有黃金!所以..大部份男人不管多難,還是選擇自己奮鬥.
就算你不是社會中的強者,你也是自己的強者.
男人啊...加油吧!
讓女人幸福!(感慨)
唉..
我的畢業典禮+派對
昨天我畢業啦~XD
實際上高中都畢業7~8個月了=3=
只是我"可愛"的學校要現在才舉辦~
整體感覺不錯啦~
比想像中的好~!
好玩的是之後的事情XDD
我們跑去Gosh(夜店)序攤~哈哈
很多認識的人都去了~=w=b
玩到4點多~=w=b
回來5點了=w=b
睡到晚上6點=w=b
爽~(飄走
一個字,熱!
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我的每一天
好熱啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!!!!
天哪!!!
我要瘋了!!!
太熱了!!!!
太太太太太熱了!!!!
超級無敵熱!!!!
爲什麽這麼熱?
爲什麽不下雨?
爲什麽??
2012!!
還有1.5年!
我們...要到盡頭了嘛??(抱頭)
冷氣..都是你害的..=3=..
沖凉!!沖了就涼!!
(閃)
天哪!!!
我要瘋了!!!
太熱了!!!!
太太太太太熱了!!!!
超級無敵熱!!!!
爲什麽這麼熱?
爲什麽不下雨?
爲什麽??
2012!!
還有1.5年!
我們...要到盡頭了嘛??(抱頭)
冷氣..都是你害的..=3=..
沖凉!!沖了就涼!!
(閃)
我們的教育系統(上)
哇~!終於寫到教育了!!
這是我生下來就很喜歡的話題~
我總是覺得我們受的教育有一些瑕疵.
從小就是這樣.
現在更是這樣.
爲什麽呢?因為我體驗了兩種截然不同的教育系統.
我的幼稚園+小學(到3年級)是在中國度過的.
我的小學(3年級~6年級)+中學(1~3)高中(4~5)是在馬來西亞.
看起來我在馬來讀的時間長吼~不是啦~都是10年10年~
我現在是個嗯...大學生(學院生嘛~?差不多啦)還是在馬來西亞.
先說說中國的那段時間吧~
中國的教育眾所周知是"超級"灌壓式的.
而且競爭非常激烈.
我還記得我在小學的時候每天要寫數十張的書法,算數,語文題.
可是爲什麽中國的教育系統會變成這樣呢?這是個歷史問題,政治問題,也是個文化問題.
中國人好強,不喜歡輸臉.這導致一種不良競爭.孩子很小的時候就會學會跟班里的拔尖生比成績.
爲什麽是歷史問題呢?
因為中國曾經被稱為"東亞病夫".這當然是很久以前的事情了!
不過那留下了很長遠的影響.中國人會不知不覺就喜歡把自己的後代(孩子)逼的很嚴.希望他們能成龍成鳳.
那文化問題又是什麽?這個就比較廣了.
這文化可以說是整個亞洲都有的.亞洲的教育系統跟歐美比較就是缺少自由,缺少激發.更多的是死讀書.
(未完)
這是我生下來就很喜歡的話題~
我總是覺得我們受的教育有一些瑕疵.
從小就是這樣.
現在更是這樣.
爲什麽呢?因為我體驗了兩種截然不同的教育系統.
我的幼稚園+小學(到3年級)是在中國度過的.
我的小學(3年級~6年級)+中學(1~3)高中(4~5)是在馬來西亞.
看起來我在馬來讀的時間長吼~不是啦~都是10年10年~
我現在是個嗯...大學生(學院生嘛~?差不多啦)還是在馬來西亞.
先說說中國的那段時間吧~
中國的教育眾所周知是"超級"灌壓式的.
而且競爭非常激烈.
我還記得我在小學的時候每天要寫數十張的書法,算數,語文題.
可是爲什麽中國的教育系統會變成這樣呢?這是個歷史問題,政治問題,也是個文化問題.
中國人好強,不喜歡輸臉.這導致一種不良競爭.孩子很小的時候就會學會跟班里的拔尖生比成績.
爲什麽是歷史問題呢?
因為中國曾經被稱為"東亞病夫".這當然是很久以前的事情了!
不過那留下了很長遠的影響.中國人會不知不覺就喜歡把自己的後代(孩子)逼的很嚴.希望他們能成龍成鳳.
那文化問題又是什麽?這個就比較廣了.
這文化可以說是整個亞洲都有的.亞洲的教育系統跟歐美比較就是缺少自由,缺少激發.更多的是死讀書.
(未完)
生活:生下來,活下去
好久沒寫東西了~
最近又發生很多事情呢~!
好的少壞的多, 這就是生活啊XD
是說,爲什麽是"生活"?
這個詞有兩個字(廢話-口-)
生-生下來,這個使我們沒的選擇的.我們的父母決定是否要帶我們來這個世界.
活-活下去,這個是我們可以選擇的.不過等到可以選擇的時候我們已經被這個世界捆住了.所以很多人都決定活下去.
也許你會覺得生活很單調,很辛苦.如果是這樣,回頭看看,是不是自己生活的方式錯了?
生活可以有許多種,你的能力越強,生活方式的選擇也就越多.
有的人爲了有口氣而活著,有的爲了更偉大的理想.
也許你會覺得活著根本沒什麼,不就是條命嘛.
對於你來說,單單的活著可能真的不算什麽.
不過對有些人來說,能活著就是一個壯舉了.
不要再抱怨生活多么的痛苦,不要再去比較那些比我們優越的人.
比你好的,很多.比你差的,更多.
最近又發生很多事情呢~!
好的少壞的多, 這就是生活啊XD
是說,爲什麽是"生活"?
這個詞有兩個字(廢話-口-)
生-生下來,這個使我們沒的選擇的.我們的父母決定是否要帶我們來這個世界.
活-活下去,這個是我們可以選擇的.不過等到可以選擇的時候我們已經被這個世界捆住了.所以很多人都決定活下去.
也許你會覺得生活很單調,很辛苦.如果是這樣,回頭看看,是不是自己生活的方式錯了?
生活可以有許多種,你的能力越強,生活方式的選擇也就越多.
有的人爲了有口氣而活著,有的爲了更偉大的理想.
也許你會覺得活著根本沒什麼,不就是條命嘛.
對於你來說,單單的活著可能真的不算什麽.
不過對有些人來說,能活著就是一個壯舉了.
不要再抱怨生活多么的痛苦,不要再去比較那些比我們優越的人.
比你好的,很多.比你差的,更多.
