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I...woke up...at 4.20pm today...
How did that happen?
Man..I've just wasted such a "nice" weekend..
Maybe..just maybe..I have lost myself..In some sense that is..HA!
You see me smiling eh?
You see me being who I was eh?
You see me alright and fine eh?
Oh hell yea thats what you see..
Hell ya!
Ever thought how it hurts?
Ever thought what happened back there in my mind?
I don't know man...
Seriously..even I don't know what went wrong back there..
Ya'know I guess thats life! Shit happens all the time! All the bloody time!
Oh well..so now it got me thinking, what happened? How did it end up like this?
Am i being..just great..or just too selfish?
If im being selfish..how come I'm not happy?
Darn it..what's done is done..I ain't turning back..Atleast for now.
Sometimes..I think i can win an Oscar award..HA!
Just too good in acting eh?